小雪在說話

Another three-hour conference call is coming tonight so I get on line earlier. It is again a busy and exhausting day and I feel upset somehow. But I will be fine afterwards anyways. Such is life – no one can escape from the disappointments and sadness out of the daily routines. We may not suffer every day but it does happen occasionally.

It took a while but finally I realized – no matter how arrogant you are and how rudely you behave, I am the one to decide if you are somebody or just nothing and if I shall kick you out or invite you in to my world.

Here is the final decision – let’s say “sayonara” to each other and it is end of story. Going forward, we are just two parallels that should keep a fine distance in between.

Am I blind? Maybe I was.

However, it is time to wake up. There is no point to continue a fault.

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It is a tough world. Things are changing every day and we may not understand why. I become more and more quiet lately. It is not that I have nothing to say – it is I want to say nothing if all is in vain eventually.

Time passes and it will tell what is wrong and what is right. Nice and good people do not always win but we cannot use it as an excuse to act badly. I want to be honest to myself at least…..

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Here I will leave you and all the bad feelings behind and that’s it.


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